16 Nov Crying bloody tears

Alone again with a tear in my eye

Feeling so removed from my awesome life

I’ve tucked myself away and am afraid to play

Hiding in the shade from this beautiful day

So secluded, all I hear is the ringing in my ears

staining my keyboard with my bloody tears

my stare is blank I’m sitting so still

paralyzed with all the sorrow that I feel

confused at the process that I’ve done again and again

and why is it that I choose the ones I call my friends

they say they love me yet it is so hard to see

if it were true wouldn’t they want to spend more time with me